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Things are changing, and not for the better. Life's been spinning and spinning lately and I haven't yet figured out how to get out. I've decided to move back to CT after this semester. I'm just not happy down here in DC. i think everyone has places they fit in and places that they dont. and here, i dont.

Instead, I'm gonna go back home, and hopefully get into the Connecticut School of Broadcasting. I dont know why it took me so long to pursue it, but i've always wanted to go into broadcasting. and now i think i can make it happen. im looking forward to being back home with my best friends, and my family, and everything im content with. i dont regret coming down here, though. it just helped me see that the fast life that is DC is not the life for me.

And i wish that certain things now were the way they were in the begining. I want it back. I need to feel that way again. I dont need much, but i need this. Tearin in my heart.